Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Domesticated? Me?

Lately I've been on a domestic kick.

We're not talking aprons-and-cookie-dough domestic. That would be far too simple and pretty and thoroughly Country Living. We're talking pumice-the-toilets, clean-the-grout-with-a-toothbrush, invest-in-stock-for-Bounty-paper-towels, invent-new-recipes domestic. I made a flourless chocolate cake and started a new sourdough culture. From scratch.

I think perhaps the funk I've been in for the last 3 weeks (and the insomnia, and the obsessive-compulsive Solitaire playing) has been due to me feeling like I'm turning into the crazy goat woman. Don't get me wrong, I still love them. But apparently I was feeling a desperate need for some "normality" that didn't involve a barn. The main reason why I still support this theory is that after a few days of madly cleaning, baking, and organizing, I find myself with a work ethic. Oh hello! I've missed you!

It's either that, or the combination of Windex fumes and buck smell have gone to my head. (It's breeding season again. Huzzah.) Only 1/3 of the girls are bred - I hope, we just sent the first group of blood samples off today - so I look forward to the next 3 weeks with grim determination. Here's hoping that my theory is true, and that a little balance will keep me on the wagon!